i wanna go back to the moment when i thought it would be you and me forever, and nothing in the world could ever stop us.  i miss the time when you said to me that i was the moste beutiful girl in the world. and i belivd that you ment it. but nothing was real, right? everything i thougth was forever was just a game for you. i was just one of al the girls you wanted. i was never special for you.  and now you say that you miss me, and that you realy whant to meet me, just for talking or do whatever i wanna do. and just that wakes so mutch feelings inside of me. and i don't know if you meen it or not, becaus i think theres an outher girl in the picture to, but you deny it. i don't know if you just wanna play me again, for fun, or if you realy like me this time.  what i felt a year ago, i still feel it. like it was yeasterday, you will always have a special place inside of me, deep inside. dosent matter how mutch you hurted me, or how many nights i cried over you. thats you'r place and no one in the world can take that away from you.  i wanna belive in everything you say to me. i wanna meet you and even if theres just for a few days, i wanna feel special again, i just don't know if its worth it yeet . but i realy want to. i don't know if you ever will want me like i want you. but i sure hope so.  i pray for you and me, your my only hope.

but now i am al alone,
i have no one!